Because life it just bullshit.
I'll probably drop college and get a job, and then I'd have to pay everything for myself, because I'm not good enough to keep 14hours of fucking classes per week. Which is, I know, nothing. But I'm tired of people asking about it, and me lying, saying that I feel great about school.
I'm a no life, so I drew Malik so he could smile for me. I'm tired of smiling in front of everyone, because they want me to say everything's fine.
Sorry, but I'm insecure about life these days, more than I've ever been.