This journal entry is for the ones who care, those who have the right to know, all my watchers and friends.
Not much of you know what's been going on in my life since the last years, because it's a bit hard to explain, and a bit personal. But it's a problem I got, and I assume. I've got mental problems known as generalized anxiety disorder, panic disorder and obsessive-compulsive disorder. It's slowly killing me, destroying my life. I usually just got some panic attacks (as an example) each month, but since a year, it's been each week, then every 2-3 days. It kept me from sleeping, eating, moving. I was weak, and still am. I can't even keep a job more than a day because of it.
But now, I'm looking forward. I got my diagnostics, and I just started (sadly) medecine last week. It gets me so sleepy, I sleep about 15h each day, and stay drowzy. I've got years of sleep to take back. Though, I've never felt so good, so... not-mentally-retarded. I feel like when I was a child, I can finally see things the way they are. I'm going back to sanity.
Though, I'm a bit sick, got stomach aches, and head aches. I'm loosing my stability too, and so can't stay concentrated in front of a computer for too long. That means I won't be able to draw digital art for at least a week still, if not two, sorry.
Though, =
Mwokozii got me back to drawing traditional with a beautiful trade. I need to find something to do while I'm on my ass, so if anyone wishes to traditonal-trade with me, or give me a few points, I'd draw your character with pleasure.
I think that's about it folks, good night! xXx
P.s.: I keep listening to these songs too, in case you don't know them, or you love them.
Skyscaper - Demi Lovato
[link]Invincible - Hedley
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`anmari has been spreading her infectious positivity throughout our community for over 6 years. Throughout this time Ana has been at the core of all things devious, passionately developing an eclectic gallery, helping organise devmeets, participating in chat events and also recently completed dedicating her time as a Community Volunteer. We are absolutely delighted to bestow the Deviousness Award for May 2013 to `anmari, congratulations! Read More
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I had it exactly the other way around. I had low thyroxine which caused me to be drowsy and sleepy all day. You feel completely different later and it feels better, but you don't feel like being yourself.
Take your time and remember that the most important thing in your life is you and your health. Good luck with it!